B-A-UTIFUL!

Anticipation of halloween..

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 01:39:24 GMT

my costume

WHAMMY!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 01:34:11 GMT

I got a myspace.. SO addictive, the rumors are true.
Ba
www.myspace.com/clevercoveredstory

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 04:34:44 GMT

yo
Im at work.
talking to ham
im going to miss my little kelcie, you know that one person that makes your whole day? the one that knows what your going to do before you even think of doing it... and the one that will tell you when you look like death... thats kelcie. I miss lily, dont get me wrong.. BUT KELCIE IS... kelcie. what a sap

o man thursday was soo dramatic!
I got in this huge fight with downey, he made me cry... i made him cry... and i think that the alcohol had just a minor role in all of it. he just made me snap and then BAM.. there i went & there he did too. But I feel bad. Then i was witing for shayne & ham & the guys for like 45 min to give them a ride bc they got pulled over & then... no nevermind they didn't need one anymore & they didn't call. but its cool, its not like I was doing anything else... ahem.

can't wait to start school, we will see how that goes.
can't wait for confirmation... ART>>> WHERE ARE YOU?

I got a new buddy

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 21:25:44 GMT

I feel that it is my duty to update so fernie will have something else to look at... but i am so boring that it wont really matter.
-*meet me in montauk*- Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
the best romantic film ever its so cute

FERNIE* this message is for you* HI there.

what am i going to do today? maybe i will go with kelcie and get drunk, hmm a plan perhaps but definitely not on the top of my list.

ANDRE* this message is for you* write back you... you... extremely large German.

if you looking for me, dont.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 04:39:14 GMT

i got my schedule as a miner freshman.... it sucks bc i will be there all hours of the day since all the classes were full, but i am hopeful to change that at a later date.

I will be teaching with art again, but its going to be rough this year because it is not as lax as before. like i have to go to the 12 o'clock mass with my class. yeah ha. thats going to be fun seeing as though its not going to be just me & art.. we also have another man and he is old.. old school, old in age, and plain old... old. we shall see how that goes.

can't wait for the war to be over

Warm Lemon Dr. Pepper... mmm!

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 04:44:36 GMT

yo
Harry Potter is the shit. honestly its so good. Friday night we went to the release party and there were all these little kids dressed up. there was a baby harry and a lil fat one. it was so cool bc this lil girl won the costume contest bc she dressed up as a house elf. aww.. i got harry glasses and a wristband, not to mention the actual book.
so last night we went to the desert and I took sebastian, he did pretty good considering it was crazy sand.
I am happy for art and his new love. i like it alot.

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 16:14:11 GMT

Wait with bated breaths, and thumping hearts!

2 days, 14 hours, 4 minutes, and 25 seconds

are left until the release of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince! Countdown

woo hoo! i got a new job.. well its only for like 3 days, i am helping kelcie at this place in the wells fargo building downtown.. i sit at a computer all day and input data.. 8 hours a day 7.50 an hour.. bla! but i am on a break right now.

smelly cat

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 06:17:29 GMT

just got off of work, its about 12:15 and I had a beer with the kitchen guys.. i felt like i needed a brown paper sack to drink my beer out of. it was great
its kind of sad because kelcie starts school the 29th and I think I start the 22nd.. i was going to go move her in but i think that it is out of the question now.. i guess i can save my trip for later on when she is more settled.
lily will be here for like two more weeks... tops! damn what a year so far.

ARTHUR, I am barely responding to your email bc i barely got my computer back... its been out of commission. WE do have to talk about class because i need to teach it with you...for my own sake. just say the word & i am there. thanks for being your awesome self.

The count down begins.. its 8 more days till Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince... Kelcie and I will be at the release party on the 15th at midnight at Barnes and Noble.. UN-believably excited! If you haven't read Harry Potter I suggest you do...
Thats it for now nerds.

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 04:59:28 GMT

ALL IS WELL THAT ENDS WELL RIGHT?
WHAT IF YOU CAN'T GET IT TO END, *COUGH* DOWNY *COUGH*
GLAD TO BE HERE, WORKING.. MAKING MONEY
GLAD TO BE ABLE TO FACE UP
-*
i HAD A DREAM THE OTHER DAY, IT WAS THE BEST ONE EVER... HINT* IT HAD TO DO WITH RAMON AND BLACK BRIEFS.
i WOKE UP SO HAPPY BUT THEN AN OVERWHELMING FEELING CAME OVER ME AND i FELT AS IF I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO BE THAT HAPPY. LIKE THERE WAS NO CHANCE IN HELL. IT SUCKED, HUH ANDRE?
-* HELLO NEW FRIEND ANDRE! SO GLAD YOU HAVE JOINED ME HERE... UPDATE MORE OFTEN.. YOU SUCK BC YOU ARE GOING BACK... I LOVE TOP GUN!

Life, liberty, and persuit of happiness...uh huh

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:31:21 GMT

so i am at work again. i WONDER, how much it costs for them to keep me on the clock like this eating, on the computer, and the phone....love it.
last night was insane, i hung out with miguel. just like old times & it was AWESOME. it had me smiling which is rare. a downside though is that i got home pretty damn late nad my dad was going to kill me... he lightened up a little SINCE THEN, but he was soo upset he called me like 10 till 2:30 and was all wtf?! I was like shit, i am on the way
My love Kelcie is back...thank the Lord I have a friend again...i hate fighting.
I wish i was out of town.

LIke Ham said my room is full of junk

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 01:04:04 GMT

Its that time of year again where you clean out your crap and then get more crap to fill the void. Things of the pat that we use to reminice about what once was so awesome... gone. Cute shirts that we wore to that one party and everyone liked, but now it doesn't fit.... gone. Teddy bears people who loved you, gave you.. gone...(except for the dog Art gave me)
I want to start over, I might now be moving away but I am moving apart from what I use to know. Its time to rethink the meaninglesss things that were so *unforgettable* This includes people who i want to share my time with, my heart with, and who only "knew" me when I thought I knew who i was.
No one really knows me, no one bothers to ask.
This includes Bugs Bunny. You know who you are.

ba dunk a dunk

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 03:57:08 GMT

Its amazing! You start to trust someone & then truly feel that they are not bullshitting you & then, they bullshit you.
I feel sick because of this.
*I have decided that I am loosing my faith.
Not really in God or anything Almighty like that but my faith in people. I use to think that people were generally good an then they went bad. But now I see the opposite. By nature most people decieve without flinching and break a sweat when they are doing some good. THATS TERRIBLE!
I got really sad thinking about this the other night and i haven't been sleeping really good. I wrote a letter to Ray bc I was so depressed (I haven't talked to Ray since we broke up but I am still in love with him)
THis sucks I hate feeling so alone but I know that I am not REALLY alone.
*I am questioning things that I had once cherished becuase I was so set in my stances. I use to know but now I dont & its killing me thinking that I DONT KNOW IT ALL. my mom was right.
* Parents are going out of town though, chance to party... woo

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 04:54:58 GMT

I'm at work, on the computer and getting paid non-the-less.
Cancun was the shit, it was super expensive and I will be in debt for a while but it was amazing. I danced, drank, laughed and had so much fun but of course there were bad parts...
for one lily & i aren't talking, she was being stupid, I let her know, we got in each other's faces, and she didn't like it.. so she is not talking to me. go figure when I was trying to look out for her.
whatever though I have a way different view of her now, I never knew how impressionable she was..not to talk shit but that trip she wasn't the person i knew.
Sara just went along with lily and she isn't talking to me either.
I miss kelcie, I hate that she left me here without anyone.. it sucks fighting with people that you REALLy care about. Lily & I just always know how to get to one another... I HATE THAT.

o yeah & people who sweat karma is a bitch and talk all this shit about being hurt & etc.. fuck em'..
especially people who won't give you your shoes back!

Cancun baby!

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 03:32:35 GMT

I am on my way, by this time tomorrow I will be sleeping in a hotel room in Cancun.. My plane leaves in t-6 hours...I have so much stuff (clothes, shoes, puurses, and other junk) and I just threw it in my suitcase... i hope i dont forget anything.
Graduation was amazing, i love ham bc he yelled the most for me.
jesse is in town...
see ya'll when I baCK..

today, no no tomorrow

Fri, 27 May 2005 05:34:09 GMT

one day left, well about 19 hours left and then we walk.
A little scared but way too excited.
One week till Cancun, can't wait.
Tonight was the grad for EHS, it sucked bc we were suppose to go to juarez but again we ranked and they went to their much anticipated project celebration. tomorrow we party hardy.
Aww I love how ham took me to the movies. Crash is an amazing movie & i highly recommend it.
I want to sleep but i am waiting for my load of clothes. I hasve to wake up super early for stupids rehearsal. oi.

last day is tomorrow

Fri, 20 May 2005 04:02:25 GMT

I now know what the big hype is about... Star Wars is amazing. I wish I could have shared it with Ramon.

Ready spaghetti

Wed, 18 May 2005 16:52:18 GMT

ITs almost here and I get real nervous when I talk about it.. dun dun dun graduation.
things to do:
buy a dress for graduation
buy shoes for graduation
get presents for the girls
say bye to classmates
buy a dress for kelcies FORMAL graduation
deliver invites
get ready for cancun
work for money for cancun
get a pedicure
and let us not forget to get a haircut..
Oh yes one more thing... MAy 29th at my house starts at 3p.m. its a graduation party & everyone is invited.. booze, swimming and flowers.

!on the subject of boys!
ha it seems as of lately though that all i have been doing is maikng list after list, taking inventory and examining when i am financially. oi this is shitty. Jesse called me the other day but i was asleep and he left a message.. it went along the lines of "have a great graduation, good luck, sorry i can't make it, dont trip" I got so sad because he wont be there.. he got me through so much and he happened to be a big part in my life even though i am reluctant to admit that any boy has such an impact. But as I look back ther have been some... TOmmy was the first, I never was as rebellious as I was with him.. I swore it was love but it was a friendship that couldn't survive love, or parents, or gangs. Then there was Ray.. My first love. I am praying for you so much and I wish that I had never let you go, I know now how you felt then when we weren't together. I had a letter for him but he had to leave before I could give it to him. All I wanted to say was that I was hoping he got back safely, whenever that may be.
Thats about it, no one else really compares to those two. They all just seem like stupid games and when you step back and take everything into account.. its not worth the hassle of dealing with "hook ups" or "guys that you see"
You get lonely if you want to leave the heart out of the physicality. I have come to the conclusion that I need/want to be more than arm candy... thats exactly what i was to the infamous "prom" date. Well enough because its a new start... and if I am a celebate woman forever then so be it. E yuck I shreik at the thought.

ok i am out then, to post later.

Wed, 11 May 2005 15:04:07 GMT

SO this weekend I was FUBAR, let me tell you I went with Ham to Shaymans house and we had a grand ole time.
Yesterday I saw two girls fight and one of them, you know who you are, got her butt kicked.It sucked pretty bad ut we took her home and got her bacon for her face. We would have done it for anyone. THen I went with MErlay to go tan at her house and only in our heads were we getting darker.
This weekend I have a badass schedule, I dont work Saturday night, the night of the drink off. Its going to be soo tight.
Everyone is signing yearbooks and it sucks because if you forget to get someone you suck at life.
BA I hate ECONOMICS.
But the Gilmore Girls was good last night.

11 pictures left

Fri, 06 May 2005 16:18:51 GMT

I'm really sorry about that last entry... Its just that some thing has happened (not worth talking about) and I was updating my journal at the time of the occurence.

EVeryone is acting like its over, its not we still have like 2 weeks left... So what if we dont see eachother at school anymore. Its not the end of the world, its on to better things. Its like when someone dies, it happens but it doesn't have to be the end so sadly.

I was ALMOST going to Eastwood prom this weekend with a guy that I work with... but i think i will just go to the after parties. Woah and i saw the sickest fight the other day, lets just say that I was hurting after the beat down. *hope your face gets better*

Saturday is our day Padi.

Ms. Archie you have to hurry home.

J, I am sorry but I promise I haven't forgotten you.

Jules, you smell.

Art I hate that you cancelled the show, ba.

*Now that I gave my shout outs.*

i must confess i heart janel k. s. very much....i wish i was her. *sigh

On the subject of prom

Mon, 02 May 2005 16:55:10 GMT

Thank God for small miracles (inebriation, Marisa, and waterproof mascara).

Fuck karma, you dont know shit and your fucken weak.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 06:54:51 GMT

I spent the entire day in bed. I have the flu or something. It could not have come at a worse time but hey thats Murphy's law, anything that can go wrong will.
I can't sleep.
I decided that I dont want to get any more hyped about prom because I dont want to be let down.
THis past weekend I took pictures with the girls from graduation, it was really sad. Today MErlay came over to see how I was and yesterdya she took me all this stuff like Kleenex and teas and oatmeal. Just when I think that no real friends exist other than Kelcie, LIly, and Sara... someone surprises me.
I almost couldn't go on Saturday, but dont tell. My dad got really upset about Javi's birthday and he told me that he wasn't going to let me go to prom but I had to tell a white lie. It sucked bc he asked me if I promised... I said i did.
I have become what I have always hated, a liar and hypocrite.
I guess it comes with the territory.
I have to come up for something to do for our last class on SUnday. It has to be good but I dont know what. Art asked me if I was oging to help him next year & even though I love Confirmation class it makes me sad that I am going to be here to help him... I just want to experience something outside the SAME OLD PEOPLE and SAME OLD THINGS... good thing God stays in one place.

Archie I could never forget you, check your mail box dumb.

Summer, waves, sun, Bathing suits!

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 20:09:03 GMT

Apparently I am looking pretty summerish today because everyone is telling me that. No big deal. I'm so ready for summer. MAybe not for the year to end (school year) but for summer to come. I want to stay young but grow up. THis is shitty.
LAst night I found out the worst. Well maybe jsut for me. WE went to Juarez to party with the girls and a whole bunch of truths came out. I found out that my best friend has been keeping a lot from me, I am officially one of the last known _____________. Yup there you go & there it is.
I need a drink.

Seize the day!

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 05:12:50 GMT

celebrate tomorrow, its going to be good.
I will not go to school because Kelcie is having a 4/20 party. NOw I am not a pothead but i love any reason to celebrate.
So since I wont be in class, you know why.

I want Bugs to come with me... I am going to have to convince him.
Its about 45 minutes till midngiht and I STIll have not finished the English homework I have (due at midnight) ba

I love haning out with Marisa, today we went to the mall... spent lots of money but i had so much fun.

IF I were a different person I would be worried right now but I'm not. Cest la vie.

For everytime you pop your gum, a new idea comes about...

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 16:44:21 GMT

I had the best dream, I dreamt that I got an acceptance letter from UT and that it came with a scholarship. THen I showed my parents and they said that we would have to go to Austin to check out an apartment situation. It was such a good clean nerdy dream.

I had the best weekend, my parents went out of town and they left us here. Rene threw a 'Blue' party, everything was blue. Then the next day we hung out with some cousins. The BEST part though is that I was with Downey the whole time. Someone angel, namely Merlay, told him I dont know what and he has been amazing. We had breakfast, I got him all fu-bared, and he did not bug me one bit, except when he made me pick him up in the middle of no where... its a start.

I'm getting pretty sentimental about this whole senior thing, people are making plans, breaking plans and its bittersweet because your so proud of them and you want the world for these people who you have come to love, but you want them here. Kelcie might end up in TExas instead of Hawaii because she wants to be close to her sister, more news on that later. Pretty happy about that.

I'm pretty optimistic today, even though I am super tired and busy I can not complain. Everyone is having so much drama and I am keeping them in my prayers.

CANCUN HERE I COME, WATCH OUT BECUASE ITS GOING TO GET CRAZY.

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 17:15:49 GMT

my prom dress design