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October 20th, 2005
08:32 pm - WHAMMY!
I got a myspace.. SO addictive, the rumors are true.
Ba
www.myspace.com/clevercoveredstory
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/happy_sy.gif) Healthy
Current Music: Dead on Arrival... Fall out Boy
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August 14th, 2005
08:52 pm
yo
Im at work.
talking to ham
im going to miss my little kelcie, you know that one person that makes your whole day? the one that knows what your going to do before you even think of doing it... and the one that will tell you when you look like death... thats kelcie. I miss lily, dont get me wrong.. BUT KELCIE IS... kelcie. what a sap
o man thursday was soo dramatic!
I got in this huge fight with downey, he made me cry... i made him cry... and i think that the alcohol had just a minor role in all of it. he just made me snap and then BAM.. there i went & there he did too. But I feel bad. Then i was witing for shayne & ham & the guys for like 45 min to give them a ride bc they got pulled over & then... no nevermind they didn't need one anymore & they didn't call. but its cool, its not like I was doing anything else... ahem.
can't wait to start school, we will see how that goes.
can't wait for confirmation... ART>>> WHERE ARE YOU?
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/working_sy.gif) productive
Current Music: GO- kanye west
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August 9th, 2005
03:27 pm - I got a new buddy
I feel that it is my duty to update so fernie will have something else to look at... but i am so boring that it wont really matter.
-*meet me in montauk*- Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
the best romantic film ever its so cute
FERNIE* this message is for you* HI there.
what am i going to do today? maybe i will go with kelcie and get drunk, hmm a plan perhaps but definitely not on the top of my list.
ANDRE* this message is for you* write back you... you... extremely large German.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/silly_sy.gif) Giddy bc i have a secret
Current Music: Fall out boy
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July 27th, 2005
10:20 pm - if you looking for me, dont.
i got my schedule as a miner freshman.... it sucks bc i will be there all hours of the day since all the classes were full, but i am hopeful to change that at a later date.
I will be teaching with art again, but its going to be rough this year because it is not as lax as before. like i have to go to the 12 o'clock mass with my class. yeah ha. thats going to be fun seeing as though its not going to be just me & art.. we also have another man and he is old.. old school, old in age, and plain old... old. we shall see how that goes.
can't wait for the war to be over
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: mexican roncheras in the kitchen at trh
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July 17th, 2005
10:29 pm - Warm Lemon Dr. Pepper... mmm!
yo
Harry Potter is the shit. honestly its so good. Friday night we went to the release party and there were all these little kids dressed up. there was a baby harry and a lil fat one. it was so cool bc this lil girl won the costume contest bc she dressed up as a house elf. aww.. i got harry glasses and a wristband, not to mention the actual book.
so last night we went to the desert and I took sebastian, he did pretty good considering it was crazy sand.
I am happy for art and his new love. i like it alot.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/cold_sy.gif) Cold in the office
Current Music: The dishwashers at TRH
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July 13th, 2005
09:53 am
Wait with bated breaths, and thumping hearts!
2 days, 14 hours, 4 minutes, and 25 seconds
are left until the release of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince! Countdown |
woo hoo! i got a new job.. well its only for like 3 days, i am helping kelcie at this place in the wells fargo building downtown.. i sit at a computer all day and input data.. 8 hours a day 7.50 an hour.. bla! but i am on a break right now. |
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Current Mood: eCstatic!
Current Music: USHER
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July 8th, 2005
12:14 am - smelly cat
just got off of work, its about 12:15 and I had a beer with the kitchen guys.. i felt like i needed a brown paper sack to drink my beer out of. it was great
its kind of sad because kelcie starts school the 29th and I think I start the 22nd.. i was going to go move her in but i think that it is out of the question now.. i guess i can save my trip for later on when she is more settled.
lily will be here for like two more weeks... tops! damn what a year so far.
ARTHUR, I am barely responding to your email bc i barely got my computer back... its been out of commission. WE do have to talk about class because i need to teach it with you...for my own sake. just say the word & i am there. thanks for being your awesome self.
The count down begins.. its 8 more days till Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince... Kelcie and I will be at the release party on the 15th at midnight at Barnes and Noble.. UN-believably excited! If you haven't read Harry Potter I suggest you do...
Thats it for now nerds.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/thirsty_sy.gif) Budweiser in the Parking Lot
Current Music: Erica Badu
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July 3rd, 2005
10:25 pm
ALL IS WELL THAT ENDS WELL RIGHT?
WHAT IF YOU CAN'T GET IT TO END, *COUGH* DOWNY *COUGH*
GLAD TO BE HERE, WORKING.. MAKING MONEY
GLAD TO BE ABLE TO FACE UP
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i HAD A DREAM THE OTHER DAY, IT WAS THE BEST ONE EVER... HINT* IT HAD TO DO WITH RAMON AND BLACK BRIEFS.
i WOKE UP SO HAPPY BUT THEN AN OVERWHELMING FEELING CAME OVER ME AND i FELT AS IF I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO BE THAT HAPPY. LIKE THERE WAS NO CHANCE IN HELL. IT SUCKED, HUH ANDRE?
-* HELLO NEW FRIEND ANDRE! SO GLAD YOU HAVE JOINED ME HERE... UPDATE MORE OFTEN.. YOU SUCK BC YOU ARE GOING BACK... I LOVE TOP GUN!
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June 19th, 2005
10:23 pm - Life, liberty, and persuit of happiness...uh huh
so i am at work again. i WONDER, how much it costs for them to keep me on the clock like this eating, on the computer, and the phone....love it.
last night was insane, i hung out with miguel. just like old times & it was AWESOME. it had me smiling which is rare. a downside though is that i got home pretty damn late nad my dad was going to kill me... he lightened up a little SINCE THEN, but he was soo upset he called me like 10 till 2:30 and was all wtf?! I was like shit, i am on the way
My love Kelcie is back...thank the Lord I have a friend again...i hate fighting.
I wish i was out of town.
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June 16th, 2005
07:04 pm - LIke Ham said my room is full of junk
Its that time of year again where you clean out your crap and then get more crap to fill the void. Things of the pat that we use to reminice about what once was so awesome... gone. Cute shirts that we wore to that one party and everyone liked, but now it doesn't fit.... gone. Teddy bears people who loved you, gave you.. gone...(except for the dog Art gave me)
I want to start over, I might now be moving away but I am moving apart from what I use to know. Its time to rethink the meaninglesss things that were so *unforgettable* This includes people who i want to share my time with, my heart with, and who only "knew" me when I thought I knew who i was.
No one really knows me, no one bothers to ask.
This includes Bugs Bunny. You know who you are.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/achy_sy.gif) On The Edge
Current Music: Norah Jones- Dont know why
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June 15th, 2005
09:55 pm - ba dunk a dunk
Its amazing! You start to trust someone & then truly feel that they are not bullshitting you & then, they bullshit you.
I feel sick because of this.
*I have decided that I am loosing my faith.
Not really in God or anything Almighty like that but my faith in people. I use to think that people were generally good an then they went bad. But now I see the opposite. By nature most people decieve without flinching and break a sweat when they are doing some good. THATS TERRIBLE!
I got really sad thinking about this the other night and i haven't been sleeping really good. I wrote a letter to Ray bc I was so depressed (I haven't talked to Ray since we broke up but I am still in love with him)
THis sucks I hate feeling so alone but I know that I am not REALLY alone.
*I am questioning things that I had once cherished becuase I was so set in my stances. I use to know but now I dont & its killing me thinking that I DONT KNOW IT ALL. my mom was right.
* Parents are going out of town though, chance to party... woo
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/mischivious_sy.gif) DECIEVED!
Current Music: belle and sebastian
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June 13th, 2005
10:23 pm
I'm at work, on the computer and getting paid non-the-less.
Cancun was the shit, it was super expensive and I will be in debt for a while but it was amazing. I danced, drank, laughed and had so much fun but of course there were bad parts...
for one lily & i aren't talking, she was being stupid, I let her know, we got in each other's faces, and she didn't like it.. so she is not talking to me. go figure when I was trying to look out for her.
whatever though I have a way different view of her now, I never knew how impressionable she was..not to talk shit but that trip she wasn't the person i knew.
Sara just went along with lily and she isn't talking to me either.
I miss kelcie, I hate that she left me here without anyone.. it sucks fighting with people that you REALLy care about. Lily & I just always know how to get to one another... I HATE THAT.
o yeah & people who sweat karma is a bitch and talk all this shit about being hurt & etc.. fuck em'..
especially people who won't give you your shoes back!
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June 1st, 2005
09:25 pm - Cancun baby!
I am on my way, by this time tomorrow I will be sleeping in a hotel room in Cancun.. My plane leaves in t-6 hours...I have so much stuff (clothes, shoes, puurses, and other junk) and I just threw it in my suitcase... i hope i dont forget anything.
Graduation was amazing, i love ham bc he yelled the most for me.
jesse is in town...
see ya'll when I baCK..
Current Mood: woo hoo
Current Music: The beatles
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May 26th, 2005
11:36 pm - today, no no tomorrow
one day left, well about 19 hours left and then we walk.
A little scared but way too excited.
One week till Cancun, can't wait.
Tonight was the grad for EHS, it sucked bc we were suppose to go to juarez but again we ranked and they went to their much anticipated project celebration. tomorrow we party hardy.
Aww I love how ham took me to the movies. Crash is an amazing movie & i highly recommend it.
I want to sleep but i am waiting for my load of clothes. I hasve to wake up super early for stupids rehearsal. oi.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/sexy_sy.gif) OHH la la
Current Music: Since you've been gone
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May 19th, 2005
10:07 pm - last day is tomorrow
I now know what the big hype is about... Star Wars is amazing. I wish I could have shared it with Ramon.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/grumpy_sy.gif) Annoyed with pitiful attempts
Current Music: Star Wars theme
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May 18th, 2005
11:10 pm - Ready spaghetti
ITs almost here and I get real nervous when I talk about it.. dun dun dun graduation.
things to do:
buy a dress for graduation
buy shoes for graduation
get presents for the girls
say bye to classmates
buy a dress for kelcies FORMAL graduation
deliver invites
get ready for cancun
work for money for cancun
get a pedicure
and let us not forget to get a haircut..
Oh yes one more thing... MAy 29th at my house starts at 3p.m. its a graduation party & everyone is invited.. booze, swimming and flowers.
!on the subject of boys!
ha it seems as of lately though that all i have been doing is maikng list after list, taking inventory and examining when i am financially. oi this is shitty. Jesse called me the other day but i was asleep and he left a message.. it went along the lines of "have a great graduation, good luck, sorry i can't make it, dont trip" I got so sad because he wont be there.. he got me through so much and he happened to be a big part in my life even though i am reluctant to admit that any boy has such an impact. But as I look back ther have been some... TOmmy was the first, I never was as rebellious as I was with him.. I swore it was love but it was a friendship that couldn't survive love, or parents, or gangs. Then there was Ray.. My first love. I am praying for you so much and I wish that I had never let you go, I know now how you felt then when we weren't together. I had a letter for him but he had to leave before I could give it to him. All I wanted to say was that I was hoping he got back safely, whenever that may be.
Thats about it, no one else really compares to those two. They all just seem like stupid games and when you step back and take everything into account.. its not worth the hassle of dealing with "hook ups" or "guys that you see"
You get lonely if you want to leave the heart out of the physicality. I have come to the conclusion that I need/want to be more than arm candy... thats exactly what i was to the infamous "prom" date. Well enough because its a new start... and if I am a celebate woman forever then so be it. E yuck I shreik at the thought.
ok i am out then, to post later.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/hungry_sy.gif) hungry
Current Music: mariah carey
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May 11th, 2005
10:45 am
SO this weekend I was FUBAR, let me tell you I went with Ham to Shaymans house and we had a grand ole time.
Yesterday I saw two girls fight and one of them, you know who you are, got her butt kicked.It sucked pretty bad ut we took her home and got her bacon for her face. We would have done it for anyone. THen I went with MErlay to go tan at her house and only in our heads were we getting darker.
This weekend I have a badass schedule, I dont work Saturday night, the night of the drink off. Its going to be soo tight.
Everyone is signing yearbooks and it sucks because if you forget to get someone you suck at life.
BA I hate ECONOMICS.
But the Gilmore Girls was good last night.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/hyper_sy.gif) Jumppyyyyyy
Current Music: Outkast-The love Below
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May 6th, 2005
10:16 am - 11 pictures left
I'm really sorry about that last entry... Its just that some thing has happened (not worth talking about) and I was updating my journal at the time of the occurence.
EVeryone is acting like its over, its not we still have like 2 weeks left... So what if we dont see eachother at school anymore. Its not the end of the world, its on to better things. Its like when someone dies, it happens but it doesn't have to be the end so sadly.
I was ALMOST going to Eastwood prom this weekend with a guy that I work with... but i think i will just go to the after parties. Woah and i saw the sickest fight the other day, lets just say that I was hurting after the beat down. *hope your face gets better*
Saturday is our day Padi.
Ms. Archie you have to hurry home.
J, I am sorry but I promise I haven't forgotten you.
Jules, you smell.
Art I hate that you cancelled the show, ba.
*Now that I gave my shout outs.*
i must confess i heart janel k. s. very much....i wish i was her. *sigh
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/confused_sy.gif) misplaced
Current Music: Saves the day.
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May 2nd, 2005
10:44 am - On the subject of prom
Thank God for small miracles (inebriation, Marisa, and waterproof mascara).
Fuck karma, you dont know shit and your fucken weak.
Current Mood: Annoyed to the extreme
Current Music: My STUPID phone getting txts
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